Thoughts Of Mine

innerworkings of my brian

sometimes

friends suck dick. real fat dick. 

i think my friends are the biggest flakes on the face of the entire universe. REALLY. 

wastednegativespace:

look at this 2.2 g fatty i got in my sack today. i honestly cant remember the last time i had such an impressive nug. let the good times rooolll

wastednegativespace:

look at this 2.2 g fatty i got in my sack today. i honestly cant remember the last time i had such an impressive nug. let the good times rooolll

a day of pensive thoughts

lately ive been thinking big question. questions like: what kind of a human do i want to be? how do I want to contribute to humanity? what have i contributed, if anything? 

i think its important to keep on asking questions. re-asking questions allows us as humans to reassess what it is we’re doing, thinking, eating, shitting, fucking.. you get it. 

im afraid i wont be the human i know i can. ive realized recently its a lot easier to be what i consider a “horrible*” human than a good or level headed human. i think its easier because first if all cutting corners and cheating is well, easy. its hard these days being honest, being real, being human- i swear. 

all i want if i could have anything at all is to bring a sense of a) conscience and b) cohesion. i think once humanity is conscience of the world and what is happening to our brothers and sister and our planet- i think, i really do that things will change. and by cohesion i mean i want everyone to see how similar and alike and inter-connected we are. it doesnt matter if we make the sign of the cross or face east when we pray- what does matter is if and how we love those we fear, we loath or even those who pose real threats to us. we need to love, love it all, love it like you just fucked. nothing will progress, nothing will grow if we cant relearn how to love. no amount of icrap can take away the real connections that make us, us- but they  can make it seem that those connections dont exist or can be superseded by technology. 

we need to remember what it is to be human and fragile again. guns, money, and  power are things that detract from the simplicity of humanity. in fact i believe all the modern trappings- from this very blog- detracts from the human, the real- the genuine

and now ive had enough wine to know to stop typing (not drinking). 

peace, namaste, paz, amor

fernando c

*by horrible i mean counterproductive, abusive, not caring about the bigger picture that incorporates everyone/everything living. 

this song, this band. probably my favorite Fleetwood song. i love seeing old videos of when stevie nicks was freaking smokin. 

Fleetwood Mac 

"Rumors" 

Olivia Newton John

"hopelessly devoted to you"

i dont know but recently ive been listening to a lot of pop from the 1970’s. enjoy. 

before greasers or punks there were Teddy Boys. 

before greasers or punks there were Teddy Boys. 

Sir George Harrison 

Sir George Harrison